Sunday, March 29, 2009

Yesterday,

was f-r-e-a-k-i-n-g fun.
ohh sorry i couldn't say happy birthday,
you left pretty early and i don't really know you so

Happy Birthday Kenneth (:

JIJI and justine slept over<3 up =" bad">:O
god damn bitches.
the park was fun and we got to meet those sexy ass cops LOL who gave us smokey bear stickers teeheeehee.
i was the only one who got the other badge sticker.
thats right linda ! i got it (:
her sexy daddy gave us a ride in his car and we walked from there to my house.

currently the time was 8:55.
when we had to walk through this dark alley to get my house, this car parked right near us.
we all panicked and ran to the nearest home pretending we live there.
when he figured we dont, he came towards us O_O
we literally flew to the gas station and we ran back home.
what a mission -_______-
LOL while we were running, justine bumped into a tree !
leaves were flying everywhere :D

at home,
we ate this spicy gook thingy and brian pissed Ji in and Justine off.
we started telling jokes with my sister and her friend.
then after my sisters friend left my sister was like, " do you guys know the phsychopath test ?
so we took it and it scared us to freaking death.
luckily, none of us is a psychopath, i think O_O
we were playing games and tryna do the hip roll LOL
a little bird told me dorga is a master at hip roll (:
we all got in bed afterwards and my sister told us a true and very scary story that made all three of us squish together in a single bed and sleep (x

today,
i am writing this blog and no ones next to me because jiji is sleeping like a bear hibernating and justiney wrote us a cute little note that she had to leave cause her grandparents are moving to Texas tomorrow.
To Justiney: Don't miss them too much, you'll always see them oneday even if its not the place you expected to meet them.
she told me to call her back, so i should do that right now !

the psychopath test is gonna be posted in the new blog up there.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

do you know what i hate ?

F L A K E R S.
i'm pretty sure everyone hates flakers don't they ?
DO NOT make plans with me if you can't keep it.
I guess your a pretty busy person, you can't even free yourself for a day,
not even for me.
i hope you understand,
i felt pretty shitty when you ditched me for your friends.
Afterwards you feel bad ?
Just dont.
Your sorries feel meaningless now.

It seems like you dont really care, you just dont want me holding a grudge against you and being all pissed off.
im sorry i can be bipolar and moody, but my grudges keep piling up.

I really can't say this shit to your face unless i have a serious meltdown,
so i'll just say it here (:
i mean, isn't that what blogging is for ? teeheehee

tsk tsk tsk

Im so confused on how i should talk to you.
everyone's against you now, i can see why though
but i still feel ultra bad for you.
I didnt even talk to you, not even once after the incident.
my advice to you-
don't act strong, just let it out.
why do you lie, your just hurting yourself.
why do you hate, your losing everyone you love.
our generations and on top of that are at war.

i want you to stop fighting back cause we know your scared, we could see it right through your tears.
Im just shocked im not against you, after all the shit we've been through.
but i wont be taking sides so dont count me in.

I really wonder when you'll start realizing, honesty is stronger than you-

It'll haunt you forever.

JaneJaneJane<3

I hope this blog thing makes me feel better, thats the whole point i made it. (:

Well at least Linda said it helps teehee.

Im not making this blog for drama, so please dont take any of my words seriously.

If you have a problem, confront me about it before you say shit.



and i love JanePark <3 because she's an awesome friend to me-